man ... i'm so tired ... went to sleep @ 4:30 and then I had to come to work ... so happy Friday is my last day ...

went out on a "date" last nite ... i dunno if its even formally a date ... an excursion ... wateverz ... saw the cast of OC @ Hermosa ... grip of people there ... we walked around the pier ... ate @ Club Sushi nd saw Pirates of the Carribean ... nd then chilled @ his place til 2:30 ... I really like him ... i don't want 2 anticipate anything cuz I'll get disappointed ... and he the type of guy tat attracts a lot of attention ... he looks exactly like the ROck ... with a fro ... got the face, height and build, i can imagine the # of girlz that would wanna get wit him ... dayam ... who would've thought it'd be so hard to be wit one guy ... i only need one ...

found my keyz ... sweeeeet :) they were n my girl's homeboy's car

hit up Century Club last nite ... real nice venue ... so big n soooooo crowded ... there were 3 large dance floors ... 2 inside and 1 out ... all packed ... the entire crowd was Asian, not much diversity ... the peeps are more superficial n not as friendly ... girlz all look high maintanence and bitchy ... I like Highlands better ... even on Asian nites there's some variety and the crowd is more social ... and the venue is smaller so everything feels a lil more intimate ... didn't really meet anyone @ Century ... or Highlands as well ... I guess its not meant to be ... been hitting the clubs in hopes of meeting someone ... but I guess God doesn't want me to meet someone that way ... I'm not gorgeous or nuttin ... but usually I come outta the clubs wit one guy hitting me up within the next few days ... but so far that hasn't happened the past few times ... I'm juss gonna screw it ... if i meet someone coo ... if not then that should be coo too ... mite hit up Ivar next weekend ... don't really want to ... but if I go it'll strictly be for chilling

on a brighter note ... Tony picked me up after the club ... I haven't seen him in a month ... we drove up to my apt and spent the nite together ... tat was real sweeeeeet ... luckily no one was there ... nd it was soooooo hot even wit the fan on and everything ... I dunno if it was cuz I was slightly bummed  after the club but I was super super excited to see him ... on top of that I think i was super buzzed ... dayam ... Pepcid AC does wonders ... I usually stop drinking once my face turns red ... nd that only takes 1 shot ... but I took the antacid b4 heading out ... had 5 shots and my face was still normal ...

last week of work ... very nice :)

dayam ... I lost my whole set of keys ... car key, car remote, house key AND apartment key ... frick ... I am so pisseed ... have every single one of my 1 mm hair ties sitting in the purse but the ring of keys had to fall out ... and fall out where I have no clue ... I'm pissed @ myself ... i don't mind going and getting new keys cut ... but I'm juss scared about the car keyz ... i haven't even had the car for a month and I lose them keyz ... I hope no one's picked it up ... I kno I lost it somewhere near the house ... i would hate to wake up one morning to find my car missing .... dayam

went to the Spectrum last nite ... D&B and Fox Sports Grill ... D&B is totally chuck E cheese for adults ... they've got the exact same games and everything ... ish crazy ... Fox looks like it sumptin straight off the set of OC ... the crowd looked like peeps straight off the cast as well ... so many affluent ladies and gents ... it was coo and high class ... but not my type of thing ... a lil too classy for me ... everything in the Spectrum be a lil too high class for me ... I don't fit in ... and neither do I want to ... dunno wassup wit me ... money and bling don't appeal to me ... neither does the crowd that's associated wit them

think I'm gonna hit up Century tonite ..... sweeeeeet ... that's my type of club ... bikini nite too ... i'm not goin in a bikini but i think my girl is ... more power to her ... one of her boyz a VIP member ... ladies get in for $5 (very nice ) ...  i juss wanna dance ... and if i meet someone that'll be tyte too ... dayam ... i'm in love wit the club life ... dammit ... where are my keys ?

went up to Z's last nite for dinner ... met his roomies and friends ... everyone was so tyte ... good food, good company ... most of us are/were engineers ... hopefully I'll bump into one them in my classes

speaking of engineering ... met an EE grad @ Highlands last Friday ... he'll be TA-ing EE174 during spring ... think I will take that as my EE elective ... and maybe I can get tutoring help from him ... I can never do any of the hw for my EE classes ... too dayam hard ... except maybe for EE1 ...

speaking of clubbing ... I LOVE IT ... I thought i mite've out grown it but naw ... I guess the clubs are more appealing to me now since i've been bummmed lately and the excitement of meeting people is always a great thrill ... Highlands was sweeeeeet ... Friday nites are Asian nites ... 21+ Asian clubs are sooooooo much better than 18+ Asian clubs ... everyone in the 18 clubs are fresh outta hs or still in hs ... so they juss cling to their cliques and meet nobody ... not my type of style ... i'm always down for meeting new peeps ... think I'm gonna hit up Century tomorrow nite ... Saturday nites are Asian nites ... heard its kinda ghetto ... but ish all goode ... I like them ghetto boyz :)

dayam ... feel like i'm missing something in my life ... maybe if I had a man ... I sure as hell want one ... saw Chico last nite ... he is a good guy ... but he's caused me so much stress and sorrow I really dunno wat to think anymore ... I wonder when I'll meet somebody ... everyone keeps telling me the club isn't the place to meet people ... but i dont have any other outlets of meeting peepz ...

I'm spose to help a friend move out into his new house tonite ... should be fun ... man ... I really am getting old ... got friendz who buying houses already ... gonna hit the gym after work too ... dayam ... if only I were a kid again ... like in kindergarten ... best year of my life